Dispatches from the ashes

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Survival, struggle, and everything that comes after.

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THE PHOENIX

The victories, setbacks, obsessions, and complete bullshit that shaped who I am and what I’m still becoming.

I Don’t Accept My Body, and That’s Okay

Why coming to terms with my body does not mean accepting what happened to it.

From Struggle to Success: My Journey Through College and Job Hunting

College, major spinal surgery, a brutal job search, and the persistence that finally led to a breakthrough.

The Rollercoaster of Hope: Navigating Medical Challenges and Unexpected Setbacks

What happens when a possible cure brings enormous hope, only for that hope to disappear in an instant.

Overcoming the Unexpected: My Journey to Recovery

The second surgery, a life changing realization, depression, therapy, and the choice to rise again.

Surviving Halo Traction: My Journey Through Spinal Surgery

Three weeks in halo traction, the unexpected struggle to eat, and the games and people that carried me through.

Overcoming Medical Challenges: My Journey with Scoliosis

Years of pain, rejection from surgeons, and the persistence it took to finally find someone willing to help.

The Life Changing Make A Wish Experience

A childhood wish, Star Wars Weekend at Disney, and the experience that brought light back into a dark time.

Rising from the Ashes: How I Overcame My Medical Challenges

Portal hypertension, childhood anger, Star Wars, art, and learning to find light within the darkness.

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